Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babble’s: Saturday Edition 06/15/2019

It was, yet again, one of those weeks, where Friday came and went and there was not time to sit down and type out babbles.  Don’t be afraid, there were babbles, but they just were not formally written. And Poof, the mania is gone… If only it were that simple.  The mania has subsided, but… Continue reading Bella’s Babble’s: Saturday Edition 06/15/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

This morning was rough, I was totally dragging butt.  I found it nearly impossible to function.  I felt heavy, lethargic, in capable to move and words can not begin to describe how I struggled to think.  But, I fought through it. I chose a “get out of jail free card” and worked from home in… Continue reading The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

My Unquiet Mind

I find it incredibly peculiar how things come to being priorities in my life. I am the kind of a person that has nearly always been a “I have to have it now or I may die” melodramatic, impulsive, I call it being me, person.  At times, it has served me well, others not so… Continue reading My Unquiet Mind

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 06/07/2019

Well hello there Friday, you sexy beast!  I am so very thankful that you have graced me with your presence, as I have missed you, as it has seemed that you had abandoned me and left me sitting here in a pool of my own tears. My what a week it has been.  It went… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 06/07/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition 5/31/2019

Oh, the last Friday of the month, and the last day of the month.  What a glorious day it shall be. Oh Mania, how I love to hate you The mania is back, or did it ever really leave me? After an appointment with my doctor, and the preparation that I had going into the… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition 5/31/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

The Living Room

My living room, or what is supposed to be my living room, is the room in the house where there is a wall of bookcases filled with various books, a comfortable couch and an oversized coffee table.  This space is currently unrecognizable.  There are bins filled with art and crafting supplies that cover much of… Continue reading The Living Room

Everyday Life, Uncategorized

What in the F?

  Although I have been known to have quite the sailor’s mouth, today this is not the case.  The what in the F that I am referring to, is Fibromyalgia, that nasty disorder, disease, ailment, that plagues millions, and makes you feel like total poop for no reason in particular, out of the blue and… Continue reading What in the F?