anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Repost: The Perfect Figure: 36″-24″-36″

I am reposting this blog as it is point on today. I am back on Saphris and I am having similar whoas as expressed in the post... I must remain humble but reading my own words brought tears to my eyes... I should listen to myself a bit more... For many, many years, I have… Continue reading Repost: The Perfect Figure: 36″-24″-36″

Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Uncategorized

Day 17: Mother’s Day

Mother's Day... The history of the holiday is quite interesting.  It was founded in the very early 1900’s by Anna Maria Jarvis.  It took a few years to get the idea off the ground but it quickly was a success and widely accepted prior to getting out of hand (i.e. a shit ton of commercialization). … Continue reading Day 17: Mother’s Day

Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babble’s: Saturday Edition 06/15/2019

It was, yet again, one of those weeks, where Friday came and went and there was not time to sit down and type out babbles.  Don’t be afraid, there were babbles, but they just were not formally written. And Poof, the mania is gone… If only it were that simple.  The mania has subsided, but… Continue reading Bella’s Babble’s: Saturday Edition 06/15/2019

Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Knocked Down and Feeling Out

I sat on the couch today and there was something a little bit different in the air.  A heaviness.  Was it me or was it her?  Was it just the room?  It was a Monday morning, mid-morning, so maybe that was it. Our interaction was not what is usually was.  I gave my report as… Continue reading Knocked Down and Feeling Out

endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

The Empty Swing: My Infertility Struggle

I was diagnosed with infertility 2007 after my first of six surgeries for Endometriosis and Adenomyosis, a journey that resulted in a hysterectomy in late 2014.  I spent years suffering with the emotional and physical pain of not being able to conceive a pregnancy and I mourned never having a child of my own.  The… Continue reading The Empty Swing: My Infertility Struggle

Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

I’ll Have What She is Having

Photo by Daria Shevtsova on Pexels.com When you go out to dinner, do you ever get jealous of what someone else orders when you see the waitress bringing it by?  I do, a lot, to be perfectly honest.  I am one of those people who struggle to make up my mind as to what I… Continue reading I’ll Have What She is Having

Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Five to Seven Days

In the movie My Girl, the main actress, Vada, played by Anna Chlumsky gets her period, I believe for the first time.  When Thomas, played by Macaulay Culkin, comes to her door she informs him that he needs to come back in 5-7 days.  I have no clue what else happened in this movie, but… Continue reading Five to Seven Days