SittingWaiting LookingAnticipating The anxiety that ensues when you are waiting to see a doctor. A new doctor mind you. A proclaimed expert doctor. A doctor that may be able to tell you something new or the same as what you’ve heard before. Time and time again. It’s the wondering. The thinking of who is this person. Do… Continue reading Sitting Waiting Looking Anticipating
Category: Everyday Life
To Do Lists
What would I do without my to do list? Whether it is scratched out on a note pad, on a lined legal pad or typed in my phone. Photo by Breakingpic on Pexels.com No major surprise but I would be lost, aimlessly wondering, staring at my computer screen blankly. Over the last number of years… Continue reading To Do Lists
Day 44: Days Explained
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com It has been a few posts since I did “the countdown” … the “countdown” that I never explained (or have I forgotten ?!?) It is day 44 since the breakdown that started this here spiral into rapid cycling that has tried (yes, tried being the most important word) to ruin… Continue reading Day 44: Days Explained
Sleepless in the Desert
There is this movie called Sleepless in Seattle, with two people who have some kind of a relationship and I think it has to do with not sleeping, hence what the title implies. However, I really have no clue because I have not seen the movie. Oh is Meg Ryan in that one? Tom Hanks? … Continue reading Sleepless in the Desert
Pokoj aka Polish Peace
Photo by Kaboompics .com on Pexels.com I am tired. Yet I am awake. I feel beat up. But in the same regard, I feel empowered. It is pretty mind blowing to be able to be in two places at once, oh like, let us say, rapid cycling? Being up and down at the same time,… Continue reading Pokoj aka Polish Peace
The cracked pot
After researching, I am not certain the origin of this story, (Chinese or Indian) but that does not change the way the story affected me. I learned that I am flawless and that the flawlessness is beautiful. Below is a story I found. I heard the story cited on an audio book that I am… Continue reading The cracked pot
Love is patient
I have written about love in the past, but it has been heavy on my heart to write about it again. I do not know where I fall on the religious spectrum. I was raised in a Christian household and primarily in the Southern Baptist Church. There were many good years spent at this place… Continue reading Love is patient
The Phoenix and a Diagnosis
It is funny. Not funny ha-ha, but funny the other way. I find it humorous how I can be in a “mood”, just in general. It does not seem like it can get worse. The irritability is present and boiling inside of me. The irritability is something I am quite tired of. All of… Continue reading The Phoenix and a Diagnosis
It takes a village
Life with a mental illness is challenging. Not only for the person who has the diagnosis, but for those that love that person. Last night after work, I was in my sewing room (of course) and I had company (which was pretty awesome). A question was asked about dinner, preparation and what should be done… Continue reading It takes a village
A Babbles Babble for Today
There is much to say and nothing to say all at the same time. So here they come… making a grand entrance, Babbles… ta da! I find that it’s when I am in this place that babbles happen, some are decent other are basically crap. So we will see where this one goes. I’ll… Continue reading A Babbles Babble for Today
