I have so many thoughts, and they are not flowing in any semblance of order today. There is no rhyme or reason to what is coming to my mind. It is kind of like a popcorn machine making a batch. Here is an idea, there is another, and then a third. Nothing brings them together,… Continue reading A Babbles Babble
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Enjoy where you are
I find “enjoy where you are right now” to be quite challenging for numerous reasons, many of which will not be addressed or identified. But I like the game that’s attempting to be played here. If I can enjoy this very moment, stress slinks away and a freed mind is gifted. If I enjoy this… Continue reading Enjoy where you are
But I will
Often times I find myself at an impasse. Which way do I go? Which path do I take? It’s sometimes a hard decision to make, sometimes it’s easy. Then there are times when I have made a decision but, I have no clue how I’m going to follow through with it or over it or… Continue reading But I will
Overcoming
So much in this world can destroy a person’s spirit and soul. It’s when we muster all the energy from the very tips of our toe nails that we empower ourselves to be strong enough to overcome whatever it is that’s ailing us, challenging us or beating us down. I am personally taking everything, I… Continue reading Overcoming
The inner voice
Brene Brown is pretty kick ass when it comes to speaking the truth. This is no exception. The inner voice can be, at times, cruel and relentless, and just break a person down. But by countering that voice, speaking back to it and telling it where to go, that’s where the magic happens. I am… Continue reading The inner voice
Worst Bad Days
In 2016 I thought that I had the worst of bad days when I was going through this rough patch diagnosed as severe rapid cycling bi polar with psychosis post-hysterectomy. How could that be what’s “wrong” with me? I don’t have mental illness. “I’m fine”. It was the worst of bad days. Followed by many, many… Continue reading Worst Bad Days
The road ahead
How often do I forget that I am on a path that is taking me where I need to be? I am not in control of where the path takes me but more of in control of the reigns of the horse that I’m riding on said path going in said direction to said where… Continue reading The road ahead
Courage
Courage is defined as the ability to do something that frightens one. I have lots of fear and I’m often afraid, but courage, that little sneaky beast is always there lurking. Dropping it’s trail of Cheerios for me to follow, leading me to the other side. Fear can be immobilizing. The whole fight, flee or… Continue reading Courage
It’s my party, I’ll cry if I want to
There are days when I feel some people do not get it. It being a variety of things. Mental illness, chronic pain, grieving? Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com There are days (like today) where I just need to or want to cry, because there are no other emotions that fit how I am feeling. I… Continue reading It’s my party, I’ll cry if I want to
Pokoj aka Polish Peace
Photo by Kaboompics .com on Pexels.com I am tired. Yet I am awake. I feel beat up. But in the same regard, I feel empowered. It is pretty mind blowing to be able to be in two places at once, oh like, let us say, rapid cycling? Being up and down at the same time,… Continue reading Pokoj aka Polish Peace
