Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Weathering Storms like a Tree

When you look at a tree, what do you see? When I look at a tree, what do I see?  I see a structure of strength and resilience. What stands before me is a creation of durability, something that weathers many seasons. It is a formation that goes through storm after storm relying on its… Continue reading Weathering Storms like a Tree

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 3/8/2019

Much like last Friday, words are not coming to me as clearly as they have in days and weeks previously, so this blog may be amazing or it may be less than stellar, you and I are both in for a surprise. Things I do know is that once again it is Friday, and this… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 3/8/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Rounding the Bases

It’s baseball season, or so I have heard.  I am not the biggest fan of watching baseball, but I do like to play.  Although I am not very good.  I swing and I miss.  I run and I am not fast enough.  I try and catch the ball and I hide because I am afraid… Continue reading Rounding the Bases

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

When You Wake Up Sad

What do you do, when you wake up sad? There are so many things that you can do when you start the day feeling like there is a rain cloud that is raining tiny rain drops directly on your head, even though it feels like there is not much that you can do.  This morning,… Continue reading When You Wake Up Sad

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Getting to the Bottom Line

Over the last few months I have been dealing with this bothersome anxiety that just wont go away.  It is increasingly getting worse, or so it seems, not sure if it is getting worse or my tolerance is decreasing, or a combination of both.  Trying to pinpoint the nature of the onset of this monster… Continue reading Getting to the Bottom Line

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Bella Babbles: Friday Edition 3/1/2019

Happy first day in March!~ It is crazy to me that we are already in the third month of the year.  January seemed to be one big Monday that was never ending and then February was a Friday, Saturday, Sunday on a loop and zoomed by.  I wonder what March holds for us. I am… Continue reading Bella Babbles: Friday Edition 3/1/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Country Club Cruisers Swim Team

Way back when, in the 90’s, when I was a girl/tween, I was on a swim team… the Country Club Cruisers.  Our team colors, if I remember correctly were blue and bright pink and our mascot was a penguin.  It was a swim team that was part of the community pool and it was the… Continue reading Country Club Cruisers Swim Team