Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Monsoons and Moodswings

Where I live, we have storms called Monsoons.  There are mainly dust storms, but sometimes are accompanied with rain, and massive wind.  What makes them unique is the fact that it can be bright and sunny in one part of the sky, pitch dark in another place, torrential down pour of rain in one area… Continue reading Monsoons and Moodswings

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Counting Down the Minutes

I have attempted to write all day. I started and stopped.  Erased and retyped.  Started over and added to. It is just not coming out of my brain and onto paper for me today.   It is Friday. It is the last Friday, the end of a long month, a day where the exhaustion is… Continue reading Counting Down the Minutes

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

In Two Week’s Time

Exhaustion. Weight gain. Numerous mistakes and things simply forgotten. Missed events and canceled plans.   These are all items that I have been dealing with today.  All related to the depression that has plagued my life this last month, hiding in the corners of my life, sneaking out when it felt like it could, tricking… Continue reading In Two Week’s Time

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Truths…

It’s been a while since I have taken the time to sit down and write.  True. I have not been feeling motivated to write. True. I don’t feel like I have had much creativity over the last few weeks. True. I have been struggling to make it through the workday.  True. I have been sleeping… Continue reading Truths…

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Celebrating 10 Years – Aluminium

A decade consists of ten years. When it comes to relationships, in today’s day and age, ten years in existence to be considered vintage. I am proud, ecstatic, emotionally thrilled, to share that we are celebrating our tenth year together as of this weekend. Looking back, there are years that went by quick, like super… Continue reading Celebrating 10 Years – Aluminium

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

This morning was rough, I was totally dragging butt.  I found it nearly impossible to function.  I felt heavy, lethargic, in capable to move and words can not begin to describe how I struggled to think.  But, I fought through it. I chose a “get out of jail free card” and worked from home in… Continue reading The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

The Haves and the Have Nots

In life there are the haves and the have nots. That can be people and that can mean things, or even experiences. Currently, I am a little caught up in this conundrum.  It very well could be due to the fact that I am bouncing between mania and depression, and my brain is not processing… Continue reading The Haves and the Have Nots