Bipolar Disorder

Mother’s Day

I have been thinking about Mother’s Day for a while now.  I have had this heavy burden on my heart.  I know that it is supposed to be a joyous holiday, a gleeful day, a day spent with smiles and hugs.  But I am struggling.   I keep thinking about the people who have lost… Continue reading Mother’s Day

endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

The Empty Swing: My Infertility Struggle

I was diagnosed with infertility 2007 after my first of six surgeries for Endometriosis and Adenomyosis, a journey that resulted in a hysterectomy in late 2014.  I spent years suffering with the emotional and physical pain of not being able to conceive a pregnancy and I mourned never having a child of my own.  The… Continue reading The Empty Swing: My Infertility Struggle

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Barren

Originally published last year, I felt a strong need to repost this blog... I am hoping it reaches the person that needs to read this... ~Bella ___________________________ I always wanted to be a mom.  Much like my mother, I wanted to be a stay at home mom, make baby food from scratch and home school… Continue reading Barren

endometriosis, Uncategorized

It’s Back!!!!

I am sitting in the waiting room “playing” on my iPhone.  I take notice of the people who are sitting around me.  An elderly woman walks from the reception desk and drags her left leg slightly behind her.  She sits down with a thud.  Adjacent to me is a younger couple, realistically probably my age. … Continue reading It’s Back!!!!

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

When the pieces come together

In life, things happen and we wonder why.  Why do I have endometriosis?  Why do I have Bipolar Disorder? Why do I suffer with chronic pain?  Why does anxiety plague my brain with relentless questions and worries?  What did I do to deserve all of this? As time passes, most questions will never be answered. … Continue reading When the pieces come together