Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

This morning was rough, I was totally dragging butt.  I found it nearly impossible to function.  I felt heavy, lethargic, in capable to move and words can not begin to describe how I struggled to think.  But, I fought through it. I chose a “get out of jail free card” and worked from home in… Continue reading The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow (again)

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

My Unquiet Mind

I find it incredibly peculiar how things come to being priorities in my life. I am the kind of a person that has nearly always been a “I have to have it now or I may die” melodramatic, impulsive, I call it being me, person.  At times, it has served me well, others not so… Continue reading My Unquiet Mind

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 06/07/2019

Well hello there Friday, you sexy beast!  I am so very thankful that you have graced me with your presence, as I have missed you, as it has seemed that you had abandoned me and left me sitting here in a pool of my own tears. My what a week it has been.  It went… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 06/07/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

The Living Room

My living room, or what is supposed to be my living room, is the room in the house where there is a wall of bookcases filled with various books, a comfortable couch and an oversized coffee table.  This space is currently unrecognizable.  There are bins filled with art and crafting supplies that cover much of… Continue reading The Living Room

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Sunday Babbles 5/12/2019

Friday has come and gone.  And there was not a babble that was recorded due a mental day off that was in place.  I did much of nothing on Friday.  Had breakfast, saw my family on their way to work and school and then took a much-needed restorative nap.  Upon waking, I headed out and… Continue reading Sunday Babbles 5/12/2019

Bipolar Disorder

Manic Butterflies

The sitting. But then there's the movement. And how can I not mention the mental buzzing. There’s the lethargy, and exhaustion, but at the same time a desire to run, to run like the wind and to not stop until your legs give out and you topple over, face planting onto the hot, dirty pavement.… Continue reading Manic Butterflies

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

And then the wind blows…

What was the game show where we were given the option to dial a friend?  For the life of me I cannot remember the name of it.  I can recall the colors and that it took place at night, but the name of the show!!??!!  Nevertheless, my brain is foggy, so it’s not much of… Continue reading And then the wind blows…