anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, endometriosis, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Repost: The Perfect Figure: 36″-24″-36″

I am reposting this blog as it is point on today. I am back on Saphris and I am having similar whoas as expressed in the post... I must remain humble but reading my own words brought tears to my eyes... I should listen to myself a bit more... For many, many years, I have… Continue reading Repost: The Perfect Figure: 36″-24″-36″

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Day 17: Part Two: Something’s Off

I have a super power… but it is kind of a secret, well I guess not now if I am going to tell you about it… ready, are you sure?  Do you think you can handle it?  It’s a biggie, don’t want you to lose your undies. I have the power of knowing when something… Continue reading Day 17: Part Two: Something’s Off

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Day 15: I sit and I pray

Sitting. Shaking. Mind Racing. Legs restless. Nauseated. Head pounding. Tears running. Simply put, I feel like I am in hell. Sitting, but wanting to run. Shaking, but trying to distract myself. Mind racing, so many thoughts, things to do, places to go, the pure, angelic desire to have peace and quiet in the space between… Continue reading Day 15: I sit and I pray

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Day 14: Wonderfully Made

You are beautifully and wonderfully made… Words written many years ago.  Yet, words that still heal all these years later. But the actuality of the matter is that is not “the” verse. It is what I remember about the verse.  It is what is motivating and inspiring to me.  The actual verse is: I praise… Continue reading Day 14: Wonderfully Made

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, therapy, Uncategorized

Babbles: Day 6

I wake and stumble out of bed.  I feel dizzy and woozy.  It is not helping that I have a little fur ball so excited that his mommy is awake that he is running circles around my legs. I look in the mirror and oh my face!  Puffy hooded eye lids, dark circles under my… Continue reading Babbles: Day 6

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

What Shoes are on my feet?

There are days that I amaze myself at how well I can function.  I am up, dressed, and totally on point.  Out the door before I am supposed to be, at my desk early and cranking away at the good ole to do list and making grand progress.  Almost robotic in a way.   Then… Continue reading What Shoes are on my feet?

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Impatiently Waiting & Wishing

Is it rude to yawn when people are speaking?  I hope not, because I have a case of the yawns, like a super-duper bad case and these yawns are coming one after another and they are unstoppable.  I am crazy tired these days, like, let me take a snooze at the stop light, just for… Continue reading Impatiently Waiting & Wishing