Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Sunday Edition 4/21/2019

It’s been one of those weeks, namely two weeks, where the days fold into the nights and it seems that I am waking, running around like a chicken with my head cut out, passing out for 8 hours and then doing it all again.  Hence the lack of blogs, and precisely the reason why I… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Sunday Edition 4/21/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 4/12/19

Friday is upon us once again.  This week has been peculiar.  It started off, well, crappy, and then blossomed into a pretty marvelous week.  It amazes me how a shift in mindset can change the outcome of a how week, and can make things, well, just better. Crafting Class Last Sunday, the 7th, was the… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 4/12/19

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

From Defeated to Delighted

The beginning of the week I had enough.  I was beyond frustrated.  I was incredibly pissed off.  I was hating the world.  The week started off on a rough footing and I was just done.  I wanted to hide under a blanket and just hide until the storm passed.  I wanted to throw in the… Continue reading From Defeated to Delighted

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, hiking, recovery, therapy, Uncategorized

A Weekend Update: Facing Fears

I don’t usually write on the weekend, not sure why, it just doesn’t usually happen.  However, today I feel like writing, so that’s what this girl is going to do.  It has been quite a weekend and it is still only Sunday morning, with a whole day a head of me with a huge event… Continue reading A Weekend Update: Facing Fears

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition: 4/5/2019

Greetings Happy Friday Ya’ll… the end of the week is upon us.  I am not sure about you, but it seems like it took a little bit longer than it usually does to get here.  Like when I go hiking with my spouse and I ask how long it will be until we get to… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition: 4/5/2019

anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

I’ve Gained More Than Just Weight

It dawned on me the other day when I got sight of my nakedness when I was climbing into the shower that I am everything that young me feared I would turn out to be.  Pretty frightening actually. Quite the opening sentence, huh.  I can be harsh, especially when I talk about myself and my… Continue reading I’ve Gained More Than Just Weight

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Staring At My Shoes

Today I sat down, and I looked at my to do list.  It was hard to do as my to do list is a combination of like for reals multiple pages on several different note pads.  I am kind of an organized person, in that unorganized all over the place kind of a way.  I… Continue reading Staring At My Shoes