Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition 05/17/2019

It feels like it has been a journey this week to get to Friday.  Each day of the week, I have been in a different place mentally and emotionally leading to an extremely exhausting week.  I am beyond relieved that the week is at its closure so I can decompress and prepare for a new… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles Friday Edition 05/17/2019

Bipolar Disorder

Mother’s Day

I have been thinking about Mother’s Day for a while now.  I have had this heavy burden on my heart.  I know that it is supposed to be a joyous holiday, a gleeful day, a day spent with smiles and hugs.  But I am struggling.   I keep thinking about the people who have lost… Continue reading Mother’s Day

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 05/03/2019

April showers bring May flowers May has arrived and it has brought with it sunshine and excitement.  It seems like March, well marched right on by, April flooded by and now here is May.  With how this week has been for me, I am wondering if the start of this new month is going to… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 05/03/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Coffee and Bootstraps

I am exhausted. Its been such a busy few days and weeks, and now that I think about it, maybe even months. Life has been good.  And I am blessed. But today, I am tired.   I am sitting with a venti (aka large) cup of iced coffee and it is just laughing at me.… Continue reading Coffee and Bootstraps

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, therapy, Uncategorized

Love Made Me Do It

What is the thing deep down inside of you that motivates you to do what you do? Well, for me, sometimes it is fear, others it is spite. At times it’s stupidity or loyalty.  However more often than not, love is the reason that I act the way that I do.   Sunday, I had… Continue reading Love Made Me Do It

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, recovery, Uncategorized

Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 4/26/2019

The last Friday of April has arrived.  It is taking its sweet time passing by, but it is here, and I am enjoying its presence.  I woke early this morning and I had one thing on my mind, well two, coffee (of course) and cupcakes.  I have an order due tomorrow and I want to… Continue reading Bella’s Babbles: Friday Edition 4/26/2019

Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, hiking, recovery, therapy, Uncategorized

A Weekend Update: Facing Fears

I don’t usually write on the weekend, not sure why, it just doesn’t usually happen.  However, today I feel like writing, so that’s what this girl is going to do.  It has been quite a weekend and it is still only Sunday morning, with a whole day a head of me with a huge event… Continue reading A Weekend Update: Facing Fears