Bipolar Disorder, Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Shedding Tears

Have you had the days when you just cannot keep tears from streaming down your face?  The harder you try, the more tears end up running away from your eyes as if they are being chased by a big, giant, ugly monster with bad breath. I am having that kind of a week (and it… Continue reading Shedding Tears

Everyday Life, Uncategorized

Feeling Blue

There are times in life when I am sad.  It’s usually when there is a lot of trivial things mixed in with a couple of big things that leave me asking myself why.  Why do certain things happen? Why is there hurt and pain?  Why are there times that I feel simply, sad? There’s just… Continue reading Feeling Blue

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

The Doctor Will See You Now

It had been six weeks since I saw my doctor last, the longest I have gone without seeing my psychiatrist in the past.  Everything had been going ok during the time between visits until it wasn’t ok.  And it was the instability that I had experienced in the previous weeks that had me worried about… Continue reading The Doctor Will See You Now

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

A Very Merry Unbirthday to You

Today is my birthday, or as my mom calls it my burst forth day.  She states that I burst forth into this world babbling thirty-three years ago and have yet to cease.  And there we have it, Bella’s Babbles. Birthdays are known to be days of celebration and fun.  It is always presumed that the… Continue reading A Very Merry Unbirthday to You