endometriosis, Uncategorized

Barren

Originally published last year, I felt a strong need to repost this blog... I am hoping it reaches the person that needs to read this... ~Bella ___________________________ I always wanted to be a mom.  Much like my mother, I wanted to be a stay at home mom, make baby food from scratch and home school… Continue reading Barren

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Where I’m Supposed to Be

Today I was driving into work and there was a very bad four car pile up.  I selfishly was thinking, “wow, I am happy that I am safe.  Good thing I decided to change up my hair for the fourth time this am causing me to leave the house late as that saved me from… Continue reading Where I’m Supposed to Be

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Miss Michelle’s Beauty Salon

When I was young, my mom would relax in the blue floral recliner and I would brush and style her hair.  My mom had amazing, full, lush and long, very curly hair and I loved to get my fingers tangled in it.  I also loved the time I got to spend with my mom, just… Continue reading Miss Michelle’s Beauty Salon

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

A Very Merry Unbirthday to You

Today is my birthday, or as my mom calls it my burst forth day.  She states that I burst forth into this world babbling thirty-three years ago and have yet to cease.  And there we have it, Bella’s Babbles. Birthdays are known to be days of celebration and fun.  It is always presumed that the… Continue reading A Very Merry Unbirthday to You

Bipolar Disorder

Operation: StepMom

When I moved across the country, I met this guy.  There was just something about him.  Could not put my finger on it, but he captured my heart.  From the very beginning I knew that he had children, a boy and a girl, and they were the most important part of his life.  I met… Continue reading Operation: StepMom