anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

The Waredrobe: Out with the Old

It was time. I have postponed this for long enough. There was no more room left for excuses and wishful thinking. I stood in my walk-in closet and looked at my extensive collection of clothing.  Shirts all organized by style, followed by skirts, then dresses.  There are so many items on the rack that it… Continue reading The Waredrobe: Out with the Old

Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

What I’ve gained: Part Two

I see my psychiatrist this afternoon after a month since my last appointment.  I do not clearly remember the last time I was able to go an entire month without seeing my doctor.  For the last two years, I have seen her more than I have seen my friends and family, nearly every one to… Continue reading What I’ve gained: Part Two

anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Better than Before

Often, I get these grand ideas.  Ideas about all the wonderful things that I can and should do.  To be honest, I am not sure what exactly it is.  Excessive motivation?  Obsessed with improving my overall well-being? I read Gretchen Rubin’s book, Better than Before, twice. (https://gretchenrubin.com/books/better-than-before/about-the-book/ ) It was an informative read the first… Continue reading Better than Before

anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, Uncategorized

Side Effect: Weight Gain

It’s been a week since we made further changes to my medication.  Increased the Vraylar (mood stabilizer) and stopped the use of the Wellbutrin (anti-depressant).  I am neither manic nor depressed, so I suppose I am in the sweet spot.  I feel a bit subdued though, not as happy as I had been in the… Continue reading Side Effect: Weight Gain